how big is God

I haven't written anything in a while but I couldn't sleep and thought I would try to convey what is on my heart. I hope this will either enlighten you or help you in some way. I want to start with scripture if I may.Jhn 4:19 “Sir,” the woman said, “I can see that you are a prophet.
Jhn 4:20 Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem.”
Jhn 4:21 Jesus declared, “Believe me, woman, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem.
Jhn 4:22 You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews.
Jhn 4:23 Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.
Jhn 4:24 God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth.”
Jhn 4:25 The woman said, “I know that Messiah” (called Christ) “is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us.”
Jhn 4:26 Then Jesus declared, “I who speak to you am he.”
Aw Tozer shares in some of his writings the following....''Many cannot rightly worship these days because they do not have a high enough opinion of God. In our mind God has been reduced modified,edited,changed and amended until he does not resemble the Isaiah saw in chapter six of Isaiah, and because of that people have lost confidence due to the reduction of respect towards the Lord.
I do understand that we live in a muti-cultural society where this country is trying it's best to get away from its Christian roots. I still believe that the God that helped this country gain Freedom is the one we will have to return to again in order for God's favor to return.
On a personal level I do see people who put their trust in the Lord in several areas. Health, finances, Family, and society. The scripture tell us when someone is sick call upon the elders of the church to pray for them and they should recover. However we, myself included, have prayed for folks and they didn't recover. Does that mean God can't heal? I will say with a resounding no!!!!! the scripture says that because of unbelief that things aren't fulfilled. Our mentality has become God is Human, or ''the one leg at a time syndrome has set in and we limit him. It is easy for me to believe for someone else but it is difficult for me to believe for me. Why when I really need something from the Lord whether I admit it or not the problem is me.
I have seen financial problems occur and marriages destroyed and they haven't just started happening either. There is a financial plan in place in scripture and there is also a family guide there and we only refer to it when problems arise. I am a pastor and I tithes and give offerings not because I am mandated by the organization who holds my license but because In Malachi instructions were given for my finances and I practice them. You may say then you have it easy financially and I will say that no even this day I had to pay something unexpected and that was not definitely budgeted. God failed you...no I know he is big enough to supply my need because I know he cares about me.
I have seem marriages fail shortly after they say I do. We seem to think because more than half of marriages inside the church end in divorce that God didn't intend it to be one man one woman until death. We do have to ''fireproof'' our marriages and spend time with our families. We need to mind what entertainment we watch and songs we listen to e too often though will allow the mindset of divorce to take over even before we entertain the word reconcile. I realize there are allot of avenues to go from here.
I said all of that to say this Don't allow the circumstances of your life to belittle the awesomeness of God. Job 14:1 "Man, who is born of woman, Is short-lived and full of turmoil. We will have troubles in this life and God may see fit for us to have some difficult situations but that is so we can give him glory out of them all. I still believe the God who saved me is the one I'll stand before when this life is through. He is bigger than all of my problems, fears, sins, and failures. He is still Alpha and Omega the beginning and end.