It's been a while since I have set foot in a church...I haven't been hearing God because I've been ignorant in my attitude, and now I'm paying for it. It wasn't till tonight that I heard God loud and clear...just that whisper telling me to get back on track. I spend money like there's no tomorrow, and I see friends just to have more alcohol than I can handle. I'm tired of that stuff. I tend to attach myself to the idea of someone being there, and I know I shouldn't...I'm just looking for a friend who I can count on.